suck it up bro

We always walked a very thin line

I was on my toes always

You were supposed to catch us from falling apart 

Jokes on me now would you stop shooting your arrows in my direction 

I would say i hate this silence but do i

How could i hate someone so much but still make excuses to run back to them

Now you would say haha i am another girl after you

Boy i couldnt care less about you 

Maybe you are nothing but a coping mechanism 

Or Maybe you are the potential i am too scared to explore

They say eyes never lie

I know mine spill secrets

I dont know how to read yours

The visions are still on like a movie 

"Remember how you both smiled at each other when you walked through the gate?"

Honestly its just my mind

But i dont know what to do what to expect 

Should i leave were they signs did i give signs did he know

But one thing i know is how i feel when people tell me the way he talks about me 

This sinking gutwrenching feeling 

I hate you 

I just dont know what to do right now

I would never let any other guy treat me like that

I deserve better

I deserve better than yoh

You suck bro

-harshita