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If you were a feeling you'd be nostalgia Like sand left so little left in hand You cant help but reminisce the one you dropped on your way But if i were to be a feeling i'd be love Like wandering eyes trying to reach the end of the light yellow sky I think you feel it too how we compliment each other Without you, love wouldnt hurt It wouldnt heal But without me, nostalgia is a painting without colours 

I say i dont know what love is  Because i have never had a boy love me back But maybe in the way my brother sits with me as i cry when a boy breaks my heart In the way i always misspell friend as frend because it reminds me of my bestfrend In the way where her love feels like a stand helping my walls stay up "I would die for you" " i would kill for you" But could you live for me? Know how i like my coffee  Order for me even when i say i am not hungry But then i think no love is mine to keep The only love i will carry forever is the one i give  Not the one i receive

I've got so much to say,so i stay quiet instead I have felt this hole in me never before and never since Just between us oh god i would willingly die at the first sound of you saying us Whos keeping the count of how many times you have walked over my heart  And how many times i gather the pieces and gift you the freshly made one No matter how many times it still manages to convince the brain to do it all It really was unnecessary then All those hellos all those tears all those classes i missed to get a sight of you All those poems all those emotions all those flowers i would save up for you What was the point baby We could have stayed strangers  Nothing can take me back to who i was before no drug helps me move on  You angel faced sinister Aren't you biggest paradox whos ever been mine Arent you mine Weren't you mine for that one moment that i cant recall weren't you mine?

How do you bring life to every color you wear The pine green of the trees Or the navy blue of the ocean Nothing in this world seems to be original Everything is a failed attempt to be like you I never knew blue could be so pretty But thats all i am left with When you go away i look up to find the moon I always loved the moon but these days  I only think if we ever look at the moon at the same time I see the blue sky with white clouds passing by Like the fleeting moment you brush past me and rainbows appear in my sky -Mera naam ishq

My phone's cover and my hoodie Carry memory of you everywhere i go Touch me once and i will end there To preserve us forever A tear falls from the corner of my eye A corner of the eye with wrinkles and swollen cheeks Like a crease in the timeline  You live in my head rentless The colours only speak your name these days But well you seem happy I hope you are happy

How can i hate not the process when i knew Knew that i'd end up like this far away from you And you'd be in your world so unaware  I remember i prayed to god to let you paint me all shades of you Green grass poking through your brown fingers in the bright sunlight The way you'd catch my eye  I couldn't get myself to overlook the sight People come and people go  But some leave stains over your body heart and soul I can still feel you around when my cheeks swell up  Not once i have smiled without thinking of you making me smile But its alright you know It is You go ahead You should go The longer you stay the more it will kill me