just between us did the love affair maim you too?

It has been 4 wednesdays

Ever since i am waiting it to turn to 10.55

I bet you dont know how i stare at the gate 

Waiting for you to walk in 

You also dont know how joyous i was to see you sitting next to me

Time is flying like sand out of my hand

I am scared that i will move on

So i hold on to your visions,our memories 

But maybe its of no use 

Soon enough we will be dead 

The possibility of our future,the reminiscence of our untold meetings and the yearning in my heart today

It will all be forgotten

But for once let me explain through my lenses.

You always were there,for me i saw you!

I did get excited to talk to you or on the days we would wear the same color

Then you came around looking for me

You tried i kept silent you got hurt and you shot your arrows in my direction

I am still wounded but i bet so are you

I dont know if i would go back to do anything differently 

Because you ruined it all,if only i would have said something different it would have been this worse but with different backgrounds

background has noises of all the gossips 

I kept silent because i wasnt sure and before i could move i was tied in the shackles of respect

Somedays i wake up thinking of you 

I pray that maybe we will meet beyond this worldly concepts 

Where there will be no projections of ourselves

Just us.

-Harshita