spheres of life

I dont understand alot of stuff about this world operating 

I dont understand how we are supposed to read and learn philosophy when we say no to listening others perspectives

I dont understand how we can be together at this moment but i will lose you forever one day

I dont understand how everything about love is so hyped when it doesnt lasts forever

I dont understand how people can use me against me to bring me down 

I dont understand how i always tell the universe i love them but break them apart like they dont exist

For all that i have messed up and i am going to 

For all that i have prayed for and i am going to

For all the power i have had and i am going to

Maybe it will never be enough 

But i am not complaining because

I am on the ground waiting a cloud to take me away

Maybe i will fly away like a dandelion to some

other sphere

Because different questions await me 

But here i fall on my knees cause i am tired for all that i have lost and the more i am going to

-Harshita